Mar 9, 2010

The hangover of disturbed sleep

It's high time I started writing about a certain peculiarity with my mind, which has gone on for long enough for me to do something slightly different about it. Writing an online journal may just help not only chronicling what I go through, also leave some cues behind on how things can go right from here.

Last night, before going to bed, I realised the day had become too heavy. After meeting a friend who has been really unwell over the last few weeks, having a breathless bout at the gym, and a long unsteady conversation with a friend, things took a worse turn. Just before sleep, I could hear mum recount a rather ugly experience.

With all this fresh on my mind, I slept uneasy. The whole night, I got reams of nightmares. From what I remember, I saw my cousins, my older cousins, in a jigsaw landscape. There were narrow staircases, laden with trash, while I climbed.

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