The 'Neither' Case of Living ..

This thought has come to me a lot of times that I have been miserable at making choices in life. Nothing so far that I am currently doing, confirms of a happy choice. It's just the state of being nowhere, or rather the state of mind being such, personal choices instead of uplifting a person, push the person back on to the same road. It's like being in traffic, and facing it. It's probably the congestion of roads in Mumbai that throws the idea in my head, but the analogy just fits the expression. Foolhardiness, in varying degrees, is what I mean for myself. I don't think I can write. I don't think words come out right when I am trying to express myself. Is it time to reflect on the choices one makes? Yes, I think that's it. That is the place where I need to work on. A friend today just reminded me that in the last three years he has heard me say the same ol' thing, which I have failed to work on so far! Three years!! And, I thought I was quite a thing when it came to doing what I want! Like hell. So, what's the plan forward? Another three years of wasting and thinking? Or, time to shake things up? Or, sit and go back and forth and continue with the 'neither' state of living. I guess, I don't know it now, as dastardly as that is, but I need to unwind in the weekend, and give myself time and get out of traffic :-)