Perhaps this afternoon, all I want to do is sit and grumble. This afternoon is about how miserable everything is there for me, how much Eliot is making sense and how much more clarity could hurt! Perhaps this day could have not come at a better stage when everything, just about everything was making some sense in one way or another. If everything wasn't so scattered, I would have walked past it, without knowing the truth that can alter your life. Indeed, change is here. Something I had wished for yesterday. In a way, this is something that has been missing from my life since the time the gut began to overflow with emotions, bewilderness and some strange ties have now brought it together to show one picture.
For someone like me, who is forever bound by her emotions, seeing truth is always met with indignation since it has no "real concurrence" to the truth of my own mind. Phew..There is never any satisfaction from the dreamy brew! Lesson learnt.
I hope I see a better day! (Though this one's yet to end! ..I am hopeful!)
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