Sooooo... what's new???

I look around and feel so weirdly empty inside.

As if, all emotions are running out, drying up. This is a relatively new feeing, I will say.

For a long time, I felt there was a storm building up in my mind, threatening to keep me trapped in that little dusty illusion, but now that it's settled, it leaves behind nothing.

I don't know what else can there be in my life at the moment. It's like staring at an empty glass, and hoping someone will come and fill it. As if those things happen outside of a restaurant!

I think am drawing circles here, and not getting to the point. The truth hurts. And it hurts my pride to state it clearly. But, life being such, pride doesn't matter much. At least, not in this case.

I feel terribly crippled by own feelings, trapped in something that I can't unlock! How weird is that? Well, quite. But, it seems something is holding me back, and I hope it isn't just my inhibitions. But holding back for what? Holding back from enjoying a few things.

I don't know, but strangely enough, I feel I've walked a lot farther than I should have, hoping for something to happen, which ultimately didn't happen. False expectations! Obviously, things will look empty. So, I need to turn the mind away from it, and look anywhere but there! However, as much as I try, I always see the same at the end of my thoughts. The same.