Hunger

Jayant Mahapatra's fans ease out, this is not a plagiaristic exercise.

Hunger, if I can sum it up in two words, is a stage of paranoid existence. Nice word, paranoia. Too scientfic.

It's been difficult to define the emotion here. The idea of hunger is still unchartered waters for me, because somewhere I have been way too passive to feel it. Is it a passion-less existence then? Where there is no hunger, the fire burns low, way too low.

Let me think.

When I am detached from confusion (which is rare), I can look back, forward, to the left, and right with ease. I am content! Isn't that laughable?? No hunger! How odd, am only 23 (will be 24 in Sep).

Time runs out, and I can change the scheme of things, like putting a closure on some places, and make new beginnings in most.

Sounds perfunctory, but that's all I have. For now, that's what matters. We'll talk about hunger some time